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Here I go, I've never told anyone about my curiousity towards being gay. Ever. I'm posting it here because its completely anonymous and denyable. Even while writing this my heart is pounding because I've never really put my thoughts out straight or talked to anyone about it.
So, here's my situation; I'm a straight guy, with a curious streak towards being gay. I'd like to experiment with my gay side, but I'm not sure that would go down well.
I'm 17 years old, and I live in Australia, and I'm in my last year of high school. I first had sex when I was 14 years old with my girlfriend at the time, I've always been what Americans call a "Jock", I've always been masculine, athletic, and so on. E.g. I've been to nationals for two different sports, and states for Athletics, I represent my school in many different disciplines, etc. I've always had a lot of attention from girls, and I'm known for "getting around" when it comes to dating/sex. This sounds good, but for a guy who's curious about being gay, it's sorta locked me into the straight and narrow road of being heterosexual.
Australia isn't exactly well known for its gay circles, and there is no-one at all at my school who is gay. All of my guy friends are straight, and the only time being gay comes up in conversations is when it's a joke or an insult. Being sorta the ringleader of my friend circle, as well as being a house captain for my school, it wouldn't exactly go down well if I were to "come out of the closet".
Just a bit of background, I've been curious about being gay since I was about 13 or 14, and since then I've done a lot of gay porn surfing (often furries, not gonna lie) and also a lot of dildo/ass play, and I really enjoy it. However, I've never been with a guy, never even touched another guy's dick, but I do fantasize about other guys.
It's taken my about 3 days of writing on and off to put this together and lay my thoughts out straight, so if anyone could take the time to respond, it would be appreciated, but I guess if you're reading this, you are probably a person who is likely to respond.
Sincerely,
- A "locked closet" teen
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